They're going insane and won't stop. I'm trying to sleep.
They are trashing this other relationship.
Saturday, June 4, 2016
They are pathetic.
They just can't leave me alone. They sent me a message from the relationship they are trying to destroy. It was bad cuz this new one is bad.
Sassing Me
This person thinks they can follow my life in attempt to extract another relationship from happening.
Problems
Bottom line, this "person" is mean to me.
Orlando is trying to "bring this person closer" and someone else to go away. They are berserk and think they should "switch" me from people to others, like it's a sin to think about someone else.
My blood family seems to have gotten involved. Overly involved. They don't even do much for me. Only my grandma seems to have an interest in me to talk more.
Look, I need to sleep, and they are up like some kind of irritation of the body. They won't stop.
Orlando is trying to "bring this person closer" and someone else to go away. They are berserk and think they should "switch" me from people to others, like it's a sin to think about someone else.
My blood family seems to have gotten involved. Overly involved. They don't even do much for me. Only my grandma seems to have an interest in me to talk more.
Look, I need to sleep, and they are up like some kind of irritation of the body. They won't stop.
Sacrificing
All they do is tell me all day I can't have another relationship.
They messed up this one, too, and never want it to be ideal.
They are tacky talking and not doing.
They messed up this one, too, and never want it to be ideal.
They are tacky talking and not doing.
Unfair
I see now, since I thought the word "k***" they are interrupting me when I think of someone else. They didn't say they'd stop. They're crazy. I'm not working like this. I know it's kept me from practicing.
They think I can be punished at my age and not them.
This is not very "attractive."
I said what they did, and they said, "You're punished," or something.
They think I can be punished at my age and not them.
This is not very "attractive."
I said what they did, and they said, "You're punished," or something.
An Issue That Seems to Stick Now
They are annoying me. I accidentally thought, "K*** him/her." a couple days ago.
They are taunting me in private in my room. It seems to have cut off another relationship still, which was already partially cut.
About the issue, I recently thought, "You're s***," the night before, to the experimenters for whoever was pressuring me about if I curse in my head. No one else puts up with this. They just wouldn't stop, it seems, like a mad dog or some really bad nightmare. I felt bad after. They really are vicious, tho. It's certainly not my fault.
Sorry this had to happen and whoever it has hurt, like family maybe and others too, like the experimenters and whoever. I have been concerned for someone who thinks they have to be mean to me and in private supposedly via the experimenters.
Well, it seems they won't stop and I have to go to bed and wake up to the alarm so no ear plugs tonight. I'll be in an orchestra during the school year, too, that meets twice a week.
They are taunting me in private in my room. It seems to have cut off another relationship still, which was already partially cut.
About the issue, I recently thought, "You're s***," the night before, to the experimenters for whoever was pressuring me about if I curse in my head. No one else puts up with this. They just wouldn't stop, it seems, like a mad dog or some really bad nightmare. I felt bad after. They really are vicious, tho. It's certainly not my fault.
Sorry this had to happen and whoever it has hurt, like family maybe and others too, like the experimenters and whoever. I have been concerned for someone who thinks they have to be mean to me and in private supposedly via the experimenters.
Well, it seems they won't stop and I have to go to bed and wake up to the alarm so no ear plugs tonight. I'll be in an orchestra during the school year, too, that meets twice a week.
Negative Blood Family
Why are my blood family in my life so much in negative ways? This experiment was supposed to be for the opposite.
Another Cherry on Top
They want to affect someone I look up to like they are inferior to me and feel stimulated in a bad way.
More Shit
I don't want my oldest paternal aunt lowering herself into my life like she knows what she's doing more than me as a person like I'm the one who needs older people to tell me what to do like she does much in my life. I thought I could trust her. I got an image of someone suffering that I look up to cuza her. So what? My mom was being obnoxious last night. You can't fix that. I was upset on the inside. In life, I'm a caliber above my whole family in trust. I can't listen to them. The caliber is work and they don't have it but could if they were nice. We could all have it and be happy, I'm not stopping that, but it doesn't seem it can happen.
They keep insisting I can't have a certain relationship and messing with my feelings. Because I'm mad at how mean the other relationship is.
I'm not here to journal to these mean people. I'm looking for help. They need to be put to justice.
You know, that's pretty dangerous to be mean. People could just be mean back. What? It's just the same thing you believe in.
Also, I was just in the bus and now eating. People have been mean to me unless they are up at work. They can't seem to make life work out.
I don't want their back talk on this because "something's related" and "a positive happened." I can't follow that nonsense. I try to conserve myself for what is right that I should do.
I can't believe anyone dare do that to this person, like they need a souvenier.
Someone just walked in and decided to be racist while I was there. I just got in a bad habit of hitting my foot on the floor to get back at them. They are the bad ones. I already told that to someone who worked here about others. I will try to forget about it. People were looking at me in the bus insulting me, too. They'll probably try to get at me for that, too.
This is sad and needs to be fixed, why I posted what I was able to post. I am not the one that means any harm, not sure why you'd think this.
They keep insisting I can't have a certain relationship and messing with my feelings. Because I'm mad at how mean the other relationship is.
I'm not here to journal to these mean people. I'm looking for help. They need to be put to justice.
You know, that's pretty dangerous to be mean. People could just be mean back. What? It's just the same thing you believe in.
Also, I was just in the bus and now eating. People have been mean to me unless they are up at work. They can't seem to make life work out.
I don't want their back talk on this because "something's related" and "a positive happened." I can't follow that nonsense. I try to conserve myself for what is right that I should do.
I can't believe anyone dare do that to this person, like they need a souvenier.
Someone just walked in and decided to be racist while I was there. I just got in a bad habit of hitting my foot on the floor to get back at them. They are the bad ones. I already told that to someone who worked here about others. I will try to forget about it. People were looking at me in the bus insulting me, too. They'll probably try to get at me for that, too.
This is sad and needs to be fixed, why I posted what I was able to post. I am not the one that means any harm, not sure why you'd think this.
Why don't you
quit judging me in the real world! You are being / this is totally stupid! You're really hacking away at a relationship saying the problems arise from it. My mom was just being testy and irritable. She's the cause, unfortunately. Don't be stupid and superstitious just to look cute! I don't care what others think. I was pretty calm for too long.
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