I don't want my oldest paternal aunt lowering herself into my life like she knows what she's doing more than me as a person like I'm the one who needs older people to tell me what to do like she does much in my life. I thought I could trust her. I got an image of someone suffering that I look up to cuza her. So what? My mom was being obnoxious last night. You can't fix that. I was upset on the inside. In life, I'm a caliber above my whole family in trust. I can't listen to them. The caliber is work and they don't have it but could if they were nice. We could all have it and be happy, I'm not stopping that, but it doesn't seem it can happen.
They keep insisting I can't have a certain relationship and messing with my feelings. Because I'm mad at how mean the other relationship is.
I'm not here to journal to these mean people. I'm looking for help. They need to be put to justice.
You know, that's pretty dangerous to be mean. People could just be mean back. What? It's just the same thing you believe in.
Also, I was just in the bus and now eating. People have been mean to me unless they are up at work. They can't seem to make life work out.
I don't want their back talk on this because "something's related" and "a positive happened." I can't follow that nonsense. I try to conserve myself for what is right that I should do.
I can't believe anyone dare do that to this person, like they need a souvenier.
Someone just walked in and decided to be racist while I was there. I just got in a bad habit of hitting my foot on the floor to get back at them. They are the bad ones. I already told that to someone who worked here about others. I will try to forget about it. People were looking at me in the bus insulting me, too. They'll probably try to get at me for that, too.
This is sad and needs to be fixed, why I posted what I was able to post. I am not the one that means any harm, not sure why you'd think this.