They are annoying me. I accidentally thought, "K*** him/her." a couple days ago.
They are taunting me in private in my room. It seems to have cut off another relationship still, which was already partially cut.
About the issue, I recently thought, "You're s***," the night before, to the experimenters for whoever was pressuring me about if I curse in my head. No one else puts up with this. They just wouldn't stop, it seems, like a mad dog or some really bad nightmare. I felt bad after. They really are vicious, tho. It's certainly not my fault.
Sorry this had to happen and whoever it has hurt, like family maybe and others too, like the experimenters and whoever. I have been concerned for someone who thinks they have to be mean to me and in private supposedly via the experimenters.
Well, it seems they won't stop and I have to go to bed and wake up to the alarm so no ear plugs tonight. I'll be in an orchestra during the school year, too, that meets twice a week.