Someone I look up to seems to be being really mean to me, as well as the people experimenting on me, daring me to curse at them and stuff. They affect me in negative ways. I get bothered, and then they punish me for feeling upset. My dad is at me like an animal. Now, they sneakily connected me to someone else as a dad like my real one is all that and more special now. They want to see me with babies.